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The Image pretty much describes my condition right now .. This is crazy and all this is getting to me now .. Sometimes it is too frustrating actually.
Just to look at it .. People asking bull*** like .. your GPA , How many papers , how many calls ..
Ahh sometimes this pains ..but have to live with it ..
I am at a difficult part of my journey now .. I know this phase will also pass and I will later look at it and think that this was not as bad as there may come other parts .. but yes this does look very very intimidating . Now I have to think of the future .. I am not confident to do anything .. right now ..too much competition .. These chinese guys ... shaaa they work so hard man !! everything is just "A" for them .. that is all .. anytime I go to the college NEB Lab .. my nervousness grows even more . they would be just speaking in their language and doing something in "error control coding" or may be hanging on to " Lt Switch cad" .. this gets me even more streched ......I could not figure out a way to tackle these guys in the 1 and a half years .. okay their English sucks but they have all the grades and all the funding .. ..... Sucks !!!
Graduation is getting near and I have so much to think about .. I am trying... may be I am not able to concentrate properly .. the Whole MS was a lack of concentration it feels .. like ..
anyway will tell a little bit about this some other time .. The only good thing right now is "One -piece " that is only thing that keeps me sort of happy .. otherwise I am sleepy most of the time ... I try to take some photos but I am well too gloomy to take my camera and go outside most of the time ... I just hope I come out of this ..
This year has not gone that bad yet .. hope it comes up with some luck ..
Thursday, 18 February 2010
I am at a all time Low !!
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The Image pretty much describes my condition right now .. This is crazy and all this is getting to me now .. Sometimes it is too frustrating actually.
Just to look at it .. People asking bull*** like .. your GPA , How many papers , how many calls ..
Ahh sometimes this pains ..but have to live with it ..
I am at a difficult part of my journey now .. I know this phase will also pass and I will later look at it and think that this was not as bad as there may come other parts .. but yes this does look very very intimidating . Now I have to think of the future .. I am not confident to do anything .. right now ..too much competition .. These chinese guys ... shaaa they work so hard man !! everything is just "A" for them .. that is all .. anytime I go to the college NEB Lab .. my nervousness grows even more . they would be just speaking in their language and doing something in "error control coding" or may be hanging on to " Lt Switch cad" .. this gets me even more streched ......I could not figure out a way to tackle these guys in the 1 and a half years .. okay their English sucks but they have all the grades and all the funding .. ..... Sucks !!!
Graduation is getting near and I have so much to think about .. I am trying... may be I am not able to concentrate properly .. the Whole MS was a lack of concentration it feels .. like ..
anyway will tell a little bit about this some other time .. The only good thing right now is "One -piece " that is only thing that keeps me sort of happy .. otherwise I am sleepy most of the time ... I try to take some photos but I am well too gloomy to take my camera and go outside most of the time ... I just hope I come out of this ..
This year has not gone that bad yet .. hope it comes up with some luck ..
Monday, 8 February 2010
The Wonderful Pot-luck at 409 ..
The Dishes and the People
Could you believe that around 40 People will turn up for a Pot-Luck .. Well they did ..
A very wonderful and a grand party we had .. It was almost as big as my birthday last
time .. but this time we had some special new people and people who are actually close .. Some of the older guys were there .. Alok bhaiya was there I liked that very much ,...
I guess this might be very much the last Potluck we have before people become too serious about their life ... Hope ALl of you njoid !! and thanks for coming ..
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ETERNAL DREAMS ....
- SaNdeep AnaNd
- Rourkela/Bhubaneshwar, Orissa, India
- There is so much to life that is still missing .. Have to experience So much more and have already found so much .. Time is running so fast seems so transitory and fleeting .. I want to catch hold of the time .. Turn it back and visit the places that I have already been .. Want to see my childhood days again .. Want to know my friends again >>> Want to feel The first day in school again .. Want to trouble my teachers again .. Want to stand with my shirts off again when being punished by Madhusmita mam .. Want to play with my friends in the Sector-18 field again .. Want to bunk Computer tutions to play cricket again .. want to steal cricket cards again .. and get caught by the shopkeeper in front of my friends .. Want to go to shambhu sir's tution and Rao sir's Tution again .. Want to eat hot lunch cooked by my momy at 8:30 in the morning as she makes me gobble it down , when I am getting late to school .. Want to fight again to stand beside Carmel girls During annual day parade .. Want to sing in the annual day parade again .. Want to have annual sports meet again .. sTory Of mY childhood Want To re-live Everything aGain ....
THE PAGETURNER ...
There is so much yet to know .. Now I am just sitting at my place , quite possibly spending some last moments in India .. or may be not ..
We , (I mean all of us at The College Of Engineering and Technology)
have completed our four years , some successfully and some not so .. There are times that I remember that make me think that how fast Life at Bhubaneswar just came to a stop . I cannot Imagine that all my Four years at Dharmavihar is over.. There was so much to Jagmara than just paying the Huge "Electricity Bills " .. There was the changing inhabitants below .. There was of course the white cute cat (Puchurani) .. and then there was the wonderful quite atmosphere that surrounded the whole place .
First Year .. The 1st episode, Prelogue to the coming three years :
It was something inthe airs that intoxicated me .. It was August 23 I guess .. Bhubaneswar though so near was still a very new place to me . The First day will always be remembered and cherished .. I am writing this so that I dont forget .. I eventually forget everything and that disheartens me..
I wore my pink striped half shirt and entered college , completely nervous to the hilt .. There were these seniors glancing towards me .. as I was going on. I was a easy target , since I was 5'10.3'' tall and fat too .... still I got past and was there in the classroom If I remember correctly .. It was 217 .
Then I went inside and just sat down sat quitely and just waited for any reactions taking place on their side .
The are some people that I remember very well looking at that day .. The people I remember include L.N and there was Maruti , MAk among so many others . These were people who later on will become some Of my best Of friends . I was a little apprehensive , no doubt about that .. , But scared No .. I was not scared ..
Then there were the other sections too I remember them too .. But Vaguely .. My Life was too busy in my own section . Our sections had some of the finest boys ..
These include Srivatsa , Satty , Binayak , Boda .. ME of course and these people are some very bright People of CET .. I am proud Of all these Guyz .. Its a Pity that I dont have any Photos of the college rite here , but in the future I will have them ready ..
My First years were some of the best periods of my life .. There were basically three labs at that time .. They were so many memories that are still fresh .. sorry I could not complete this .. but will some day try to do that ..
.................................................Lets C ... leave it at that ..