Happy easter to everybody .. this is going to be a very special post to me since here I am posting something that will always be to me of godly Importance .. They are my family . My father , mother my brother .. the Lord ..
shri ram .. .. I dont have any photos of them .. in my blog and I was looking for a chance to get a photo of them together .. my grandparents and also my family , since I love them very much ..
I have a camera I will get all my family photos in my blog once I go back to India..
I love my youngest uncle family also and my mother's sisters too .. will have a photo of them also.
It has been some difficult times recently .. when I am down in confidence and lack of concentration and I am able to come back to my senses .. as I pray the Hanuman chalisa ..
I just hope Sri ram is always with me and guide me through all the hardships .. No matter what people do .. I will never leave praying shri ram .. and no matter people tell me I will never stop searching for the good in people .. since that is what believing in Lord ram all means ..
Shree raghuveer ... Shri hanuman praying ..
One strange thing that I have seen among people in America are they have the characteristics to be too personal and distance themselves , from others .. no matter how polite they talk to you and how good you feel with them .. once you know them thoroughly , you will understand that they can never become too close to you .. there is always a limit to their closeness and a boundary to their friendships ..
Simple !! you want to prove them this ?? Ask them How many people from there childhood are they in contact with .. if they say none .. ask them how many people from their High-school they are in contact with.. most probably there answer will pretty much be very few .. only .. they are not very close to anyone except there family ..
but we Indians are a different lot I am still in best frnds with people who were my friends 10 years ago and still go and meet their family and talk everything and hang out and have fun .. most people in my age do that ..
But here people are like " Banjaras" .. you know once they leave a place they pretty much forget it and forget the people ther .. I dont very much lk it .. but this is the way they do it .. odd ..
Anyway for us I guess it will never change ..I like it this way .. I dont know they must try to find our why is this with them .. the thing is they are very happy with that also .. that is why you will never find a big gathering like a mela or a puja where we call the whole colony :) .. in America .. only the Indians here do that .. haa ..
dont know may be they just like being a little distant ?!?!!
Believe in yourself .. And believe in the power that rocks the whole eternity .. And then can you realize that true utopia lies where your soul is ..Its inevitable just think about it. One needs to be slow to form convictions, but once formed they must be defended against the heaviest odds. Story Of my LiFe So FaR ....
Sunday, 4 April 2010
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ETERNAL DREAMS ....
- SaNdeep AnaNd
- Rourkela/Bhubaneshwar, Orissa, India
- There is so much to life that is still missing .. Have to experience So much more and have already found so much .. Time is running so fast seems so transitory and fleeting .. I want to catch hold of the time .. Turn it back and visit the places that I have already been .. Want to see my childhood days again .. Want to know my friends again >>> Want to feel The first day in school again .. Want to trouble my teachers again .. Want to stand with my shirts off again when being punished by Madhusmita mam .. Want to play with my friends in the Sector-18 field again .. Want to bunk Computer tutions to play cricket again .. want to steal cricket cards again .. and get caught by the shopkeeper in front of my friends .. Want to go to shambhu sir's tution and Rao sir's Tution again .. Want to eat hot lunch cooked by my momy at 8:30 in the morning as she makes me gobble it down , when I am getting late to school .. Want to fight again to stand beside Carmel girls During annual day parade .. Want to sing in the annual day parade again .. Want to have annual sports meet again .. sTory Of mY childhood Want To re-live Everything aGain ....
THE PAGETURNER ...



There is so much yet to know .. Now I am just sitting at my place , quite possibly spending some last moments in India .. or may be not ..
We , (I mean all of us at The College Of Engineering and Technology)
have completed our four years , some successfully and some not so .. There are times that I remember that make me think that how fast Life at Bhubaneswar just came to a stop . I cannot Imagine that all my Four years at Dharmavihar is over.. There was so much to Jagmara than just paying the Huge "Electricity Bills " .. There was the changing inhabitants below .. There was of course the white cute cat (Puchurani) .. and then there was the wonderful quite atmosphere that surrounded the whole place .
First Year .. The 1st episode, Prelogue to the coming three years :
It was something inthe airs that intoxicated me .. It was August 23 I guess .. Bhubaneswar though so near was still a very new place to me . The First day will always be remembered and cherished .. I am writing this so that I dont forget .. I eventually forget everything and that disheartens me..
I wore my pink striped half shirt and entered college , completely nervous to the hilt .. There were these seniors glancing towards me .. as I was going on. I was a easy target , since I was 5'10.3'' tall and fat too .... still I got past and was there in the classroom If I remember correctly .. It was 217 .
Then I went inside and just sat down sat quitely and just waited for any reactions taking place on their side .
The are some people that I remember very well looking at that day .. The people I remember include L.N and there was Maruti , MAk among so many others . These were people who later on will become some Of my best Of friends . I was a little apprehensive , no doubt about that .. , But scared No .. I was not scared ..
Then there were the other sections too I remember them too .. But Vaguely .. My Life was too busy in my own section . Our sections had some of the finest boys ..
These include Srivatsa , Satty , Binayak , Boda .. ME of course and these people are some very bright People of CET .. I am proud Of all these Guyz .. Its a Pity that I dont have any Photos of the college rite here , but in the future I will have them ready ..
My First years were some of the best periods of my life .. There were basically three labs at that time .. They were so many memories that are still fresh .. sorry I could not complete this .. but will some day try to do that ..
.................................................Lets C ... leave it at that ..
