Saturday, 4 July 2009

I think .. so I am .. but why do you need to think any more !!

I was just wandering through "you Tube" when I came across a particular video that I liked a lot . I will give you the link . http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gLBE5QAYXp8 .. It is basically stating how things actually worked . A thought came to me , like why do we need to do all this , when the end result of all the research we Phd and masters candidates , and all the Managerial MBA's are doing is to increase and pamper the human needs . The video shows specifically that as we are doing more and more research , coming up with newer products and disposing older products we are basically consuming up the whole of the earth and we are eating up the existing species .. I am doing research on computer architecture and chip design , somebody else is working on to build a new processor that will be faster and lighter and somebody else is trying to find another material that could replace silicon ... but why !!! why are we doing this just so that some kid can boast to his friend at school , that the new Playstation has lauched which has inbuilt virtual reality and which runs multiple online games at a time and the games have better graphics and the there is no lag while streaming .. and then the consumers are happy for some half a month and at the same time the people who have done this want to make/create another competitive market and thus they launch another Gaming processor which will be a better one .. and there are the market gurus who are always there to sell and market these products and the consumer is the one who is there to buy them on and on and on .... when will this end .. no this is not the question .. I am asking myself a question .. when will people stop thier research so that we do not come up with new things , when will people stop apllying there research on the cost of the environment .. when will the number of people coming out of Management colleges dwindle ... the number of animals who are present in wild reserves are dwindling , the species of wild animals are slowly becoming extint ... but the people doing research are not dwindling .... there are more and more research happening . people dont want to be satisfied with what they have .. they will need a better i-pod and they want to have all the features built into it .. the society has become such that you cannot back out now ..This is the problem .. you are working so hard ....do you need to work so hard .. Everyday you wake up .. take hold of your Laptop and start coding ....and at the end of the day you pray to god and say... ya I am at the right path since I am working so hard and I will succeed one day ... on doing what ??? Destroying the only planet that god has made for you .. and you are working so hard to destroy it .. The end result is that only ... ........ To be continued ...

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ETERNAL DREAMS ....

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Rourkela/Bhubaneshwar, Orissa, India
There is so much to life that is still missing .. Have to experience So much more and have already found so much .. Time is running so fast seems so transitory and fleeting .. I want to catch hold of the time .. Turn it back and visit the places that I have already been .. Want to see my childhood days again .. Want to know my friends again >>> Want to feel The first day in school again .. Want to trouble my teachers again .. Want to stand with my shirts off again when being punished by Madhusmita mam .. Want to play with my friends in the Sector-18 field again .. Want to bunk Computer tutions to play cricket again .. want to steal cricket cards again .. and get caught by the shopkeeper in front of my friends .. Want to go to shambhu sir's tution and Rao sir's Tution again .. Want to eat hot lunch cooked by my momy at 8:30 in the morning as she makes me gobble it down , when I am getting late to school .. Want to fight again to stand beside Carmel girls During annual day parade .. Want to sing in the annual day parade again .. Want to have annual sports meet again .. sTory Of mY childhood Want To re-live Everything aGain ....

THE PAGETURNER ...









There is so much yet to know .. Now I am just sitting at my place , quite possibly spending some last moments in India .. or may be not ..

We , (I mean all of us at The College Of Engineering and Technology)
have completed our four years , some successfully and some not so .. There are times that I remember that make me think that how fast Life at Bhubaneswar just came to a stop . I cannot Imagine that all my Four years at Dharmavihar is over.. There was so much to Jagmara than just paying the Huge "Electricity Bills " .. There was the changing inhabitants below .. There was of course the white cute cat (Puchurani) .. and then there was the wonderful quite atmosphere that surrounded the whole place .

First Year .. The 1st episode, Prelogue to the coming three years :

It was
something inthe airs that intoxicated me .. It was August 23 I guess .. Bhubaneswar though so near was still a very new place to me . The First day will always be remembered and cherished .. I am writing this so that I dont forget .. I eventually forget everything and that disheartens me..

I wore my pink striped half shirt and entered college , completely nervous to the hilt .. There were these seniors glancing towards me .. as I was going on. I was a easy target , since I was 5'10.3'' tall and fat too .... still I got past and was there in the classroom If I remember correctly .. It was 217 .
Then I went inside and just sat down sat quitely and just waited for any reactions taking place on their side .

The are some people that I remember very well looking at that day .. The people I remember include L.N and there was Maruti , MAk among so many others . These were people who later on will become some Of my best Of friends . I was a little apprehensive , no doubt about that .. , But scared No .. I was not scared ..

Then there were the other sections too I remember them too .. But Vaguely .. My Life was too busy in my own section . Our sections had some of the finest boys ..
These include Srivatsa , Satty , Binayak , Boda .. ME of course and these people are some very bright People of CET .. I am proud Of all these Guyz .. Its a Pity that I dont have any Photos of the college rite here , but in the future I will have them ready ..

My First years were some of the best periods of my life .. There were basically three labs at that time .. They were so many memories that are still fresh .. sorry I could not complete this .. but will some day try to do that ..

.................................................Lets C ... leave it at that ..